I have been right here. Consumed by life, you know adulthood, parenthood, trying to get out the hood. I have not been as consistent as I would like to be, granted you see a post from me at least once a month but for me it feels as though it is not enough. I’m not talking about creatively for I have all the ideas, but the execution has become a bit more complicated. I lack any motivation to type, not write but type. I have posts handwritten in my Nella’s Corner journal but to transfer those posts to the site has been a hassle. I do not know what it is. Maybe its these claws that I call nails, It is quite hard to type with these things. (If only y’all knew how many typos I must go over and fix.) Or it might be the fact that in the past year I have experienced loss some I was not ready for others were long overdue, but a loss is a loss and I guess a lack of motivation is a side effect. Writing this though is a start. Its therapy. I miss writing and I miss breaking down these beauty products.
In other news…
I want to get into another form of expression. I have become much more comfortable in front of the camera as you can see from previous posts. Its easy to set up a camera and talk so I have been considering the idea of switching from written posts to all videos. Maybe even a podcast, not beauty related but a dating and marriage podcast. I have friends that are still wading the dating waters and as a newlywed myself I have some tea on married life. An opportunity to hear from all sides of the dating-sphere. This is still in the brainstorm phase of course but wouldn’t that be cool?